08/02/2024e Ask keys
Where am I now?
Still on your ass.
Are you bing (yes) funny?
I can just ask and answer in the same (yes you can) question?
so how (with patience & clarity) will I move ahead?
this will be confusing (so don’t do it) for me later?
Hanging on to question and answers (wording is important) are getting confused?
Ok then why do I write to myself?
You’re looking for clarity.
And are these answers taking me there?
…
Why do I need these things?
…
alright, so what’s my next question?
where’s the beef?
Where’s the beef?
Inside.
As in I’m beefing about things?
yes.
Your sense of humour is challenging?
Why?
Can you have a sense of humour?
…
what am I asking for?
Certainty.
Is that realistic?
with faith yes.
How do I reach faith?
Conviction comes with demonstration.
Demonstration by doing?
Yes.
But that’s my own demonstration?
Yes.
This is all about it being inside me, isn’t it?
Yes.
Will it ever stop?
No.
How do I achieve this simplicity I need?
More questions, less interference.
What’s interfering?
the world.
Is this a vision quest thing?
If you want it to be.
Is a vision quest a good idea?
Perhaps.
Why perhaps?
Interpretation.
So how do I interpret it?
…
How do I interpret it well?
Look inside.
As in ask myself why I interpret it the way I do?
Yes.
But I’m asking you, aren’t I?
And my answer is …
I have too many questions about my opinions to know the answer.
that’s unfortunate.
How can you help me with this?
Do it.
