{"id":728,"date":"2024-02-08T05:52:45","date_gmt":"2024-02-08T12:52:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=728"},"modified":"2026-05-10T20:20:31","modified_gmt":"2026-05-11T03:20:31","slug":"february-08-2024-e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=728","title":{"rendered":"february 08\/2024 e"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>08\/02\/2024e  Ask keys  <\/p>\n<p>Where am I now?<br \/>\nStill on your ass.  <\/p>\n<p>Are you bing (yes) funny?  <\/p>\n<p>I can just ask and answer in the same (yes you can) question?  <\/p>\n<p>so how (with patience &#038; clarity) will I move ahead?  <\/p>\n<p>this will be confusing (so don\u2019t do it) for me later?  <\/p>\n<p>Hanging on to question and answers (wording is important) are getting confused?  <\/p>\n<p>Ok then why do I write to myself?<br \/>\nYou\u2019re looking for clarity.  <\/p>\n<p>And are these answers taking me there?<br \/>\n&#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>Why do I need these things?<br \/>\n&#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>alright, so what\u2019s my next question?<br \/>\nwhere\u2019s the beef?  <\/p>\n<p>Where\u2019s the beef?<br \/>\nInside.  <\/p>\n<p>As in I\u2019m beefing about things?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>Your sense of humour is challenging?<br \/>\nWhy?  <\/p>\n<p>Can you have a sense of humour?<br \/>\n&#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>what am I asking for?<br \/>\nCertainty.  <\/p>\n<p>Is that realistic?<br \/>\nwith faith yes.  <\/p>\n<p>How do I reach faith?<br \/>\nConviction comes with demonstration.  <\/p>\n<p>Demonstration by doing?<br \/>\nYes.  <\/p>\n<p>But that\u2019s my own demonstration?<br \/>\nYes.  <\/p>\n<p>This is all about it being inside me, isn\u2019t it?<br \/>\nYes.  <\/p>\n<p>Will it ever stop?<br \/>\nNo.  <\/p>\n<p>How do I achieve this simplicity I need?<br \/>\nMore questions, less interference.  <\/p>\n<p>What\u2019s interfering?<br \/>\nthe world.  <\/p>\n<p>Is this a vision quest thing?<br \/>\nIf you want it to be.  <\/p>\n<p>Is a vision quest a good idea?<br \/>\nPerhaps.  <\/p>\n<p>Why perhaps?<br \/>\nInterpretation.  <\/p>\n<p>So how do I interpret it?<br \/>\n&#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>How do I interpret it well?<br \/>\nLook inside.  <\/p>\n<p>As in ask myself why I interpret it the way I do?<br \/>\nYes.  <\/p>\n<p>But I\u2019m asking you, aren\u2019t I?<br \/>\nAnd my answer is &#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>I have too many questions about my opinions to know the answer.<br \/>\nthat\u2019s unfortunate.  <\/p>\n<p>How can you help me with this?<br \/>\nDo it.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>08\/02\/2024e Ask keys Where am I now? Still on your ass. Are you bing (yes) funny? I can just ask and answer in the same (yes you can) question? so how (with patience &#038; clarity) will I move ahead? this will be confusing (so don\u2019t do it) for me later? Hanging on to question and&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=728\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">february 08\/2024 e<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-728","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-notes","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/728","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=728"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/728\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":729,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/728\/revisions\/729"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=728"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=728"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=728"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}