{"id":551,"date":"2023-03-25T03:22:46","date_gmt":"2023-03-25T10:22:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=551"},"modified":"2026-04-15T08:02:13","modified_gmt":"2026-04-15T15:02:13","slug":"march-25-2023-c","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=551","title":{"rendered":"march 25\/2023 c"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>25\/03\/2023c  Ask keys  <\/p>\n<p>who am i?<br \/>\nyou are god\u2019s son.  <\/p>\n<p>what does that mean?<br \/>\nit means you have all the responsibilities you desire.  <\/p>\n<p>what kind of responsibilities?<br \/>\nfor loving yourself.  <\/p>\n<p>how best do i love myself?<br \/>\nwith careful repetition.  <\/p>\n<p>why has it taken this long?<br \/>\nyou were never ready before.  <\/p>\n<p>what makes me ready now?<br \/>\nwillingness.  <\/p>\n<p>is willingness all that was needed?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>shit!  <\/p>\n<p>is my life designed to promote these thoughts?<br \/>\n\u2026  <\/p>\n<p>what do i do about it today?<br \/>\nbring your thoughts together.  <\/p>\n<p>is today a practice day?<br \/>\nyes.<\/p>\n<p>What role does meditation play?<br \/>\nit gives you space to breathe.  <\/p>\n<p>what is the best way to decide on questions?<br \/>\ncalmness, clarity.  <\/p>\n<p>how can i best decide what to ask?<br \/>\nlook around you.  <\/p>\n<p>what does look mean?<br \/>\nfeel around you.  <\/p>\n<p>will words get in the way of this?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>is a political life good for this?<br \/>\nmaybe.  <\/p>\n<p>what does maybe mean?<br \/>\ndepends upon your approach.  <\/p>\n<p>what is the right approach?<br \/>\nothers.  <\/p>\n<p>what about others?<br \/>\npower is never about you.  <\/p>\n<p>how do i distribute the power i get?<br \/>\none to one.  <\/p>\n<p>is this all bullshit?<br \/>\nmaybe.  <\/p>\n<p>why am i so confused?<br \/>\nbecause of where you live.  <\/p>\n<p>is there a better place to live in calgary?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>in penbrooke meadows?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>in this house?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>inside me?<br \/>\nof course.  <\/p>\n<p>why do i have so many problems getting podcasts up?<br \/>\nbecause you need help.  <\/p>\n<p>who?<br \/>\nre.  (?)<\/p>\n<p>how do I know this is real knowledge?<br \/>\nthere is no real knowledge here.  <\/p>\n<p>what should I do today?<br \/>\ncontact ra.  <\/p>\n<p>why?<br \/>\nbecause she\u2019s waiting for confirmation.  <\/p>\n<p>how do I know this isn\u2019t just wishful thinking?<br \/>\nbecause you wish it would go away.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>25\/03\/2023c Ask keys who am i? you are god\u2019s son. what does that mean? it means you have all the responsibilities you desire. what kind of responsibilities? for loving yourself. how best do i love myself? with careful repetition. why has it taken this long? you were never ready before. what makes me ready now?&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=551\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">march 25\/2023 c<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-551","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-notes","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/551","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=551"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/551\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":577,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/551\/revisions\/577"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=551"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=551"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=551"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}