{"id":410,"date":"2023-04-17T16:05:46","date_gmt":"2023-04-17T23:05:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=410"},"modified":"2026-04-04T21:54:56","modified_gmt":"2026-04-05T04:54:56","slug":"april-17-2023","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=410","title":{"rendered":"april 17\/2023"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>17\/04\/2023  Ask keys  <\/p>\n<p>why do i find it so hard to spell these days?<br \/>\nBecause you\u2019re overloaded with considerations.  <\/p>\n<p>How can I get my brain working better on important things?<br \/>\nAsk more.  <\/p>\n<p>What should I ask next?<br \/>\nWhere\u2019s the beef?  <\/p>\n<p>WTF? Where\u2019s the beef?<br \/>\nAnywhere you want it to be.  <\/p>\n<p>Should I be stopping questions here?<br \/>\nNo.  <\/p>\n<p>What else is good to ask?<br \/>\nHave I figured out the R thing yet?  <\/p>\n<p>Have I figured out the R thing yet?<br \/>\nNot Special but a little Holy.  <\/p>\n<p>Why is my need for an intimacy still so strong?<br \/>\nBecause you\u2019r\u2019e human.  <\/p>\n<p>Is it bad?<br \/>\nNot per se.  <\/p>\n<p>Is sex obsession a problem with me?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>What consequences can help me see these (actions) are working?<br \/>\nYour (Earth Day) presentation.  <\/p>\n<p>How long can (these) questions be constructive at a time?<br \/>\nAs long as you\u2019re comfortable and quiet.  <\/p>\n<p>Where do I go to help support my family?<br \/>\nGo within.  <\/p>\n<p>Why must I do this alone?<br \/>\nYou needn\u2019t.  <\/p>\n<p>Where do I find companionship here?<br \/>\nwith the foundation.  <\/p>\n<p>What, with the founders\u2019 family?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n<p>Isn\u2019t she busy enough?<br \/>\nNo.  <\/p>\n<p>What in the world can I expect from her\/them?<br \/>\nsimple connection.  <\/p>\n<p>Can I stop here?<br \/>\nyes.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>17\/04\/2023 Ask keys why do i find it so hard to spell these days? Because you\u2019re overloaded with considerations. How can I get my brain working better on important things? Ask more. What should I ask next? Where\u2019s the beef? WTF? Where\u2019s the beef? Anywhere you want it to be. Should I be stopping questions&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/?p=410\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">april 17\/2023<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-410","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-notes","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=410"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":411,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/410\/revisions\/411"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=410"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=410"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/careyrutherford.ca\/lovenotes\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=410"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}